[It's true, in a lot of ways. Gabriel falls eerily silent for a moment, looking as stunned as if Lucifer had slapped him. He hadn't meant to start screaming about all this, but he was getting tired of it- tired of Lucifer's pride, tired of Michael's sense of duty, Castiel's naivete... All of it. Like always, he just wanted it to be over. He didn't want to have to fight or run or hide. He just wanted to live.]
I'm sorry. [He doesn't even know what he's sorry about at this point. He just has a handful of humans he could run to, but none of them he cares about as much as to let himself be this weak in front of. The only people allowed to see this are his family and Jinx. And Lucifer's the one who's here, but more than that, he's the one Gabriel has always loved most.
All follow-up to that catches in his throat and he ducks his head, fully expecting Lucifer to leave and abandon him to his misery- he's probably earned that much anyway.]
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Date: 2011-10-11 06:28 am (UTC)I'm sorry. [He doesn't even know what he's sorry about at this point. He just has a handful of humans he could run to, but none of them he cares about as much as to let himself be this weak in front of. The only people allowed to see this are his family and Jinx. And Lucifer's the one who's here, but more than that, he's the one Gabriel has always loved most.
All follow-up to that catches in his throat and he ducks his head, fully expecting Lucifer to leave and abandon him to his misery- he's probably earned that much anyway.]