... Slowing it down's fine with me. Honestly, I'm not thinking of home right now. I just want to keep it down here — last thing they need trying to get out or even just trying to get through the months is someone hacking up blood and causing extra trouble on the side.
[Don't expect too much self-respect, okay, he's a Winchester. He just wants to not be in the way.
Dean wants to fix it, and Sam knows he'll do what he can... but Sam's not holding his breath. Maybe Sam just won't get his happy end. Maybe he's royally fucked. And Sam, for all his hope and belief that there's something good beyond the muck, is practical.
He might die. It hurts too much to pretend there's a 100% sure-fire way to fix it.]
If you can't, that's that. If you don't want to bother, fine by me.
[It's just a request. Sam's not so dim as to think an angel would automatically help him. Most just fuck him over, with the exception of Balthazar. Funnily enough. But even then, he was soulless, so... no, he's not even gonna count it.]
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Date: 2013-09-29 04:55 am (UTC)... Slowing it down's fine with me. Honestly, I'm not thinking of home right now. I just want to keep it down here — last thing they need trying to get out or even just trying to get through the months is someone hacking up blood and causing extra trouble on the side.
[Don't expect too much self-respect, okay, he's a Winchester. He just wants to not be in the way.
Dean wants to fix it, and Sam knows he'll do what he can... but Sam's not holding his breath. Maybe Sam just won't get his happy end. Maybe he's royally fucked. And Sam, for all his hope and belief that there's something good beyond the muck, is practical.
He might die. It hurts too much to pretend there's a 100% sure-fire way to fix it.]
If you can't, that's that. If you don't want to bother, fine by me.
[It's just a request. Sam's not so dim as to think an angel would automatically help him. Most just fuck him over, with the exception of Balthazar. Funnily enough. But even then, he was soulless, so... no, he's not even gonna count it.]
Up to you, really.