If they all died, I wouldn' hafta worry about anybody getting hurt. I wouldn' care so fucking much. Jus' do it in one big jump. Terry and Dio'd be better off without me. They all would. Joe hates me. I wasn' good enough for Riku. [That's alluding to something Gabriel probably has no idea about.]

They'd all jus' go away.

[She scoffs and shakes her head, despite her boyfriend's face buried in her hair.] Who'm I kidding? I can' lose people. Look at Yukimi. His stupid kids died 'cause I couldn' do anything, then he just left. I waited around in his jacket for four stupid months thinking he'd jus' come back for me. [Bet he didn't know that, either.]

I'd rather kill myself than be alone. I tried to. Trauma knew but he didn' even...your brother wants to take you away from me. I-I'll kill 'im. I don' care. I'll kill anyone who tries to take you away.